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Oct. 4th, 2009 05:49 pmHey princess
We're both emotionally screwed today. You hate me, I think, because I kissed your ex/one of your flings. I say I think, because I'm not sure if there are otherreasons.
I'm angry because I don't know whether it was my fault or not, the vodka may have been a big thing, but I also did it because he asked me for a kiss and I just want to feel pretty and wantable. I'm annoyed because you're annoyed, despite the fact that you kissed your boyfriend, his sister, J and your ex at one party and are still annoyed at me. And in the end a kiss is just a kiss.
I've spent today waiting with my phone at hand, like an angsty tween girl, waiting for something from you. I've been listening to we both reached for the gun all day, and I really do not want to get around to analysing that.
Iguess I'm just saying, you're hurt and I'm hurt, but I miss you anyways.
as always, love,
R
We're both emotionally screwed today. You hate me, I think, because I kissed your ex/one of your flings. I say I think, because I'm not sure if there are otherreasons.
I'm angry because I don't know whether it was my fault or not, the vodka may have been a big thing, but I also did it because he asked me for a kiss and I just want to feel pretty and wantable. I'm annoyed because you're annoyed, despite the fact that you kissed your boyfriend, his sister, J and your ex at one party and are still annoyed at me. And in the end a kiss is just a kiss.
I've spent today waiting with my phone at hand, like an angsty tween girl, waiting for something from you. I've been listening to we both reached for the gun all day, and I really do not want to get around to analysing that.
Iguess I'm just saying, you're hurt and I'm hurt, but I miss you anyways.
as always, love,
R