Peace

 I just went to a Buddhist relic showing. I wrote out sutras and got blessed by a Tibetan monk with an ancient relic. And I got an overwhelming feeling of faith and peace, neither of which I feel often. It was amazing. Just the feel of spirituality and belief and that everything will work out. I haven't felt peace for years, faith since I was a child. This was so surreal, but I feel calm. And peaceful. Buddhist relics over a thousand years old, some blessed by the Dalai Lama himself, others were teeth of ancient Buddhists and Dalai lamas. Intense. 

And the intimacy of being blessed by a monk, just. I've never really had anyone do that, but you kneel, they place an ancient relic on your head and they pray and bless in that beautiful language and they smile and you are okay. I haven't been properly okay for years. I hope this feeling lasts.